Sunday, January 30, 2011

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Gestern abend bin ich auf einer Geburtstagsparty gewesen davor habe ich noch schnell ein paar Fotos gemacht, das ganze war eine Spontane Sache, deshalb wenig Make-up und so weiter. Was ihr aber auch auf den Fotos sehen könnt: ich habe meine Bändchen abgeschnitten, undzwar alle miteinander. Gemeinsam mit meinem Freund (welcher noch mehr Bändchen hatte als ich), die Aktion war recht traurig, weil wir auf dem Großteil der Festival gemeinsam gewesen sind und an den Bändchen viele schöne Erinnerungen hängen, aber irgendwann muss man sich davon lösen.

Anderes Thema also: Anfang der Woche habe ich mir Burlesque seen in the movies, I was blown away! The film has so much to me so well liked, all the costumes, the props, the scenery, the singing (!) Fantastically beautiful everything. This movie should have really seen the movies, on TV or even laptop can not act this impressive film.

Translation
Last night I went to a birthday party but before, I've made some quick pictures. The whole thing was a spontaneous, so little make-up and so on. But what you can see in the photos: I've cut my festival bracelets, all of them! I did it together with my friend (who had even more festival bracelets than I). Since my boyfriend and I have been on the majority of the festival together and lots of wonderful memories hang on these festival bracelets, it has been a pretty sad action. But at some point you have to come undone.

So change of subject: Earlier this week I've seen the film Burlesque in the movies, and I was blown away! The film was absolutely amazing, all the costumes, the props, the scenery, the singing (!) fantastically beautiful everything. This movie should really be seen in the movies. On TV even on laptop this film can not take effect.

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Auch ich habe diese beiden Produkte von p2 aus dem neuen Sortiment zum Testen bekommen, damit habe ich mir ein paar Tage Zeit gelassen.
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The Mascara conjures neither length nor density nor swing, the only effect he has are glued eyelashes and mascara clumps at the end of the lashes. It also is working with a single daub of this mascara. The brush is completely inappropriate and the rubber-like material sticking around and pulls strings. This product fails in every aspect. Absolute waste of money to bring this product to the market alone to buy the. Unfortunately, I can no better verdict . Make







eyeliner

The eyeliner has a similar consistency, he also feels threads and acts like liquid rubber. But I think the "brush", which actually exists in this case made of rubber not to individual hair, quite suitable. This type of applicator I've seen in eyeliner and I'm never surprised. The wet effect is also to advantage, which I also liked small disadvantage you can not see when the eyeliner is dry. And unfortunately, it probably takes a while until it is dried and until then he smears unfortunately. The rubber-like consistency hat leider zur Folge, dass der Lidstrich im Laufe es Tages abbröckelt, dagegen hilft natürlich ihn gegen Nachmittag nach zu ziehen (wenn man ihn morgens aufgetragen hat und er abends noch an Ort und Stelle sein soll). Alles in allem ist der Eyeliner okay, aber kein Durchbruch.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

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Thursday, January 27, 2011

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This is how the nail lacquers of the Katy Perry collection from OPI also. I'm still absolutely thrilled, if only by the sight of the colors in the bottle. As you can see from the swatches already: the opacity is sometimes not very high, must be at least particularly in the glossy paint. 2 shifts ago. The blue glitter paint is on the Nagelrad and over on the right nail so well.
My panacea against: Under the glitter paint a layer of light blue paint as
042 Being in Heaven (from p2), there are simply a very thin layer and whoosh comes the glitter and the color to get out better for longer.
This combined with the crackling Top Coat (From p2) I wear today also on the nails themselves, photos of it tomorrow if necessary.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Gas Operated Remote Control Motorcycle

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I've just come back only for one (exhausting) day in Cologne. Museum tour was scheduled. I like to ride in other cities and look around there, but this was now not much time unfortunately. Since there is a railway station in Cologne on Douglas, I had the opportunity to buy myself the the mini nail polish kit from Katy Perry Collection by OPI. Pack up I was terrified something like the small little bottle, but still very cute, you have to say it. I could not simply for choose a color, especially since in Douglas at the Cologne train station has so far been the set, and no original sizes. Finally, I can hardly see enough of the little bottles, the sight is pretty. Good buy:]
photos of the whole will see it tomorrow here.

Translation

I've just come back for one (exhausting) day in Cologne. Museum tour was scheduled. I really like to travel in other cities and look around there, sadly today there had not been enough time for that. Since there is a Douglas store at the railway station in Cologne, I had the opportunity to buy myself the the mini nail polish kit from Katy Perry Collection by OPI.
Having unpacked the kit I was quite astonished by how little the nailpolishes in fact are, but very cute too. I could not decide for one color, especially since the original sizes have not been available in the store so far. Finally, I can hardly see enough of the little bottles, they are so pretty. Good buy:]
Tomorrow I will post photos of the whole thing.

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The past few days

Today is finally occurred some peace in my life, a day where you can sit back once. So you can finally think about something, about the things that have happened in the last couple of days.

I told you so on the Saturday, but I would like to expand a little. This event threw me back into my past, but I'm not broken it. I would just simply do not think the people that such a situation totally makes me all that I do not clearly come into my life. So it is indeed not at all now. I also want to be pitied for nothing, saying things like "poor you" or "I'm sorry," I can not hear anymore, because they really put on me do not.

I doing well, no matter whether I make from time to time have no hunger or my body with me what he wants. This is even after all that I have been through in my life as normal. One can not expect me that from today to tomorrow's all good, this is not possible, simply because it takes its time.

I am a strong young woman who tries to make the best of their past and it can give nunmal not always have sunshine. This does not, when you see me cry again, all this starts all over again. My feelings I will not hide and have therefore started to work on me, so feelings blurt nunmal just now out of me.

Last Sunday, I'm really seriously thought about by the incident Saturday. But it was not about the processing, it was to whom I will talk about. Should I tell my parents what had happened or my therapist? My friends have all advised against me and ich denke auch dass es wirklich das Beste gewesen ist. 

Wenn meine Eltern gewusst hätten, was vorgefallen ist, wären sie sofort zu mir gekommen und würden mich bedauern. Außerdem hätten sie gewollt das ich nicht in Dresden bleibe, sondern zu ihnen fahre, weil ich ja alleine bestimmt wieder Blödsinn machen würde. Aber ich will nunmal nicht zu ihnen und das nicht ohne Grund!

Als ich am Montag bei meiner Therapie saß habe ich hin und her überlegt, ob ich es ihr vielleicht sage. Doch ich hatte einfach keine Lust, das sie die Stundenanzahl der Therapie deswegen vielleicht noch hoch setzt, nur weil eben mal wieder etwas happened. I mean clearly makes you look after such an event already thought, but that would be in any normal people so, oh so no, I forgot, I'm not normal.

I have to admit this week it was the first therapy session that I found very interesting. It was not as nearly always around my mother, but about the people who go to therapy. My psychologist told me about a book that had written an / a colleague / colleague of hers, it came out "Anyone here who actually treated?".

makes the most of the actual therapy, they need not. Only in very few cases actually get the people sitting on the chair, where it would be necessary. My psychologist and I agreed on that subject, because the people who really need a make destroy rather different, and have to go in her place for therapy. Most patients will be even more of these people sent for treatment ...

Yes, and just as it was for me. Had my mother been in treatment when I was a kid, things would have gone differently. But I always was and always the victims at their whims.

But I'm the one always and again as "not normal" tossing. Am I not normal because I have often had problems as a child? I am not normal just because I enjoy my life and am happy? I'm not normal because I would cry too if I'm sad? I'm not normal because I just want to be a free man, without being forced by others to do anything?

For exactly these things make me but as normal. I'm normal because I want to live simply because I nunmal I want to be and not like others I would like. I seriously wonder what kind of people can only claim that one is not normal. it is these people should reconsider what they are and what they do.

normal what is really normal? Just because someone thinks differently, he must not be the same even abnormal. It's not normal to think that all human beings the same!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

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What a day

So I've really been through what the weekend. Do you know the feeling when you you totally looking forward to something and that at the end, everything totally wrong? So it was with me.

Everything seemed like a normal Saturday to be. The weather behaved according to the season, I felt fine and it seemed all right be. First, I strolled a bit through the city and enjoyed it to go shopping a little, I have finally done something good. Later I met up with a girlfriend, it was no big drama, everything was going well.

But something had to happen again. Sometimes I feel that I have this negative crap over and over again simply dressed, no matter what I do. Legal rule as a curse of the one just can not let go. It is jinxed, really. I would give everything to lead a normal life can be!

What's normal? Is this normal mean boring, or just the ordinary Everyday life? But if there are already commonplace in my dramatic events, it is normal that not even for me? Sometimes I wish I just rest, a haven where I can find resistance. Someone who I know that he is still there, if something went wrong again, so I have to hold on to something. Or just a guardian angel who stands before me, so I do not always gotten the burst, but that's probably asking too much. Would anyone want to impress on my problems.

On Saturday I ended up again in a familiar situation to me, only that this time I was not the victim, but a witness of the action. We just wanted a decent warm just a little for the party, not more and it had indeed lead to such a situation. Well we were sitting fourth with a friend in the WG. Her roommate was at the same time her ex-boyfriend. To all of you reading this now, please, not with your ex pulls together in an apartment if the separation of the two sides has not coped with properly.

What do girls nunmal we talked, and just now was also the subject of "ex friend" and so he sat in the room next door and had heard that we were talking about him. We found it nunmal bad that he often had temper tantrums, and not so extreme shy away to fight. He had already made the rooms door to my girlfriend broke, so they shut the door could not and he had a clear track. Even a piece from her bed, he had already broken out in anger and even beaten. I wonder how honest this with a people living together can, I would not have participated in their place.

Well it came about that he one of us could suffer extreme because it was allegedly the reason probably why the two had separated. Utter nonsense if you ask me. He simply could not suffer, that was a fact.

We had had even changed the subject as it started. Suddenly he began loszuschreien like crazy, calling his ex girlfriend as a bitch. He also threatened to smash their computer when a friend would not disappear immediately. We have of course not like the left is clear and have tried to explain that it was not just his home, he is not the only one still lives there and his "roommate" may also have visited, what he has to accept. He screamed and yelled and threatened even to call the police for trespassing, it was getting worse every second.

I thought only that it is high Was time to go and we wanted to. But damn, he was in the bathroom, which was accessible from the hallway where we stood suddenly. He hit one of us the door and shouted in his face further, she would not let the matter rest, but WUMS, a gossip and suddenly I saw blood dripping from her down. Yes he was beaten and she would not let go. At attention, they took a bottle and hit him on the head, until he had drained it, and yelled that he wants to view them.

Terrible, just terrible, she was bleeding very much. I took her by the hand and pulled her out everything from the apartment. We were four of us girls out there and have the police called to the was just too much had been.

Actually, it should be an evening of fun and party, and now we were standing there with an injury and waited for the police. The emotions went crazy, it was terrible. I, too, the shock was sitting pretty in the bone, I also was a victim of violence already. I wondered why such a thing just has to happen and why people do such a thing, I do not understand.

The police had luckily not long in coming and we were relieved. Even a Krangenwagen was there. You had to be hospitalized, a laceration graced her face: (

I then still went to Party to distract me recover from the shock a little. But somehow, I reproached myself, as funny as it may sound, I think that put me in such situations again and this time the other was purely pulled. Let's see if I get a letter from the police, because of the testimony, for statements I will definitely, I can not accept that such a person is unharmed.

Somehow it's been a strength, which puts up with nothing. I've never managed to see my tormentor, because I was just too cowardly ... would

A day without drama something for me, just where nothing exciting happens. Or at least once a time without violence ...

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That's it, everything you want to silence about, Never show your tongue.
Thou hast even hide the fact that Du einen Buckel hast!"

Ist zwar nicht von mir, aber so gut, das es ALLE meine Bloggäste zu lesen bekommen sollten.

Ich habe mich übrigens bei der Online-Ausgabe der Zeitschrift Freitag als Blogger angemeldet:

der Freitag . Ich bin dort RandolfT.

Liebe Grüße Randolf

Monday, January 24, 2011

Wo Finde Ich Gay Furry

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The photos are taken by my boyfriend (thank you <3).

The quality of the photos is not that great because the accumulator of my SLR camera is dickey And Therefore my digital camera had to hold out. I hate to show crummy pictures, but sometimes it is better than no pictures. But the pictures from today are still okay, I think.

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The image quality is not as great because the battery of my SLR camera is broken and therefore had to serve the digital camera. I hate to show lousy pictures, but sometimes it is better than no show. The day will also still as straight;)

Friday, January 21, 2011

Wording For Memory Candles

66 questions about me

first Would you find you prefer or lose?
It is here entirely on the situation on it and how to break down this question. I am happy to find myself every day over and over again. Get to know me again in different situations. I would actually lose only to the person I love, which is one of the nicest things you can do. But never verliere ich meine Person, meine Seele, das wird nicht passieren, denn ich bleibe mir treu, egal was noch passieren wird.&nbsp;

2. Warum lügst du?
Ich bin ehrlich. Wenn ich lüge, möchte ich meistens nur vor doofen Fragen fliehen und mich schützen. Oder ich rede manche Dinge einfach nur schön, indem ich Wörter benutze die die Sache nicht ganz so dramatisch macht.

3. Was denkt dein Spiegelbild von dir?
Es sieht mein facettenreiches ich. Wie ich aussehe wenn ich morgens aufgestanden bin, wenn ich abends zu Bett gehe, wenn ich I cried and laughed. Nothing is hidden from my reflection. Finally, it reflects back exactly what I really am and not what I would like to be.

4th Self-talk?
So as a child I have done very often self-talk. Gladly, I got even talk to my cats when I felt lonely. Meanwhile, I did not keep talking to myself anymore, I see my thoughts through an internal monologue in mind or simply express my feelings on paper.

5th Secretly in love? Warum nicht?
Also jeder der mich kennt weiß genau das ich vor einer Weile ziemliche Gefühle zu jemanden entwickelt habe, doch dies habe ich nie geheim gehalten, warum denn auch? Obwohl ich ehrlich zugeben muss, das ich ihn noch nichts von meinen Gefühlen erzählt habe.

6. Wie würdest du dich dir selbst vorstellen?
Hallo Denise, darf ich dir vorstellen die Denise. Sie ist eine sehr optimistische Kämpferin die viele schlimme Dinge durchmachen musste, doch trotz allem nie aufgegeben hat. Du solltest sie dir als Vorbild nehmen, denn man sollte sich niemals selbst aufgeben.

7th When did you last written in a color other than black or blue?
Och Last week it was red with a fine liner, I dig colors.

8th Are there circumstances in which blue eye shadow is ok?
Who is it who can take it gladly. Russian women often wear blue eye shadow on very strong, I am to some extent also of Russian descent (my grandfather), but I refrain because I just love the natural look.

9th Describe your appearance to a blind man. Would you lie?
Why should I lie, I mean I have nothing to hide. My hair is long, wavy and red like a flame. And the eyes look like a green ocean. A small snub nose adorns my face and very big and I'm not.

10th Are you embarrassed your parents?
So when my mother down in front of my eyes makes good friends of mine, I think it's over already embarrassed because something does not make easy.

11th Favorite holiday?
Repentance and Prayer, because it is only this holiday in Saxony. And no, the us government will not take it away already, or we will protest.

12th Which wood smells the best?
firewood when it is in the oven and throw it slowly rises up in smoke, creating a cozy, warm atmosphere.

13th Three people you despise?
The psychologist from the hospital, the doctor can instruct me and the guy who raped me.

14th What traditions would you like to explain?
Hmm ... good question because I know I do not like it. I think everyone has their special tradition for themselves.

15th Who would you shoot?
The people that other people have also shot, I find it only fair. " What you do not want , that dir tu ', which do not do to others . "

16th What are you on?
about many things that happened in my past are. I have learned to cope with bad situations and it feels really nice. I cling no longer found in humans, because I know if I really meant something to them, then they come back one day to me.

17th Favorite word?
spinners or jerk

18th No question. What answer?
That's good, I like it to be not particularly perforated constantly by people, I want her to "read between the lines" I am a man. Everything can not ask you, many things have to feel and see.

19th How hot would you prefer?
have to be honest I never thought about it, and I also think my name really beautiful and I can not fault it.

20th The last Christmas song of your life?
Hey you, Santa, I know you get the point, because my desires are so small. Hey you, Santa Claus and is not a baby in there, then it can also ask a small pot-bellied, a little Hängebauchwoi be * sing *

21st Cut or tear open letters?
It depends on who they are. Official letters outline definitely work and letters cut with rather important forms.

22nd If you had a band, how hot would it be?
Red Zombie: D

23rd If you love someone?
I think so to love, yet so fast you can not even believe the set. Because feelings are with me right now is very unstable.

24th Ever chewed on pencils?
No, I looked as good as new. I was very tidy and I paid attention to my stuff that no damage occurs.

25th What did you wanted to your last birthday?
This is my grandpa please again to be alive, that wish will never come true, which I am aware.

26th Favorite curse word?
Holy shit!

27th What you should have a clue what prevents you from?
the male gender. Well it would be better already, but it seems to be impossible for a woman understood to be the psyche of a man.

28th What makes you tired?
bad air-conditioned rooms, long advertising loops, people speak very monotonous and alcohol.

29th Noon or midnight?
midnight, I feel so alive, so free. Looking into the sky and see the stars, is nothing more beautiful.

30th Slow or fast?
If one pushes me and I'm slowly on purpose to show that I do not let me rush. However, I am more of a busy man the stress needed as an incentive. Thread is simply invigorating, the faster the better.

31st Fish or meat?
meat! Since there is no question, because I hate fish. Yuck!

32nd Who do you miss most?
someone here whom I do not wish to be named, but I think if he reads this who knows he is meant. I also miss my grandfather and my cat who lives with my parents.

33rd What is that smell your breath?
food, garlic, chewing gum und Zahnpasta? Ist immer unterschiedlich kommt auf die Tageszeit drauf an und was ich gegessen habe natürlich auch.

34. Wenn du nicht du wärst, würdest du dich gerne kennen lernen?
Natürlich! Ein Mensch mit sehr viel Erfahrung, was schlimme Dinge angeht, ein Beispiel dafür, anderen zu helfen mit Problemen umzugehen. Ich glaube wenn ich so einen Menschen wie ich jetzt bin, früher kennengerlernt hätte, wären mir viele Sachen erspart geblieben.

35. Was wirst du nie verstehen können?
Warum mich meine Eltern damals in die Psychiatrie eingewiesen have.

36th Can you whistle?
Only when I suck the air from the outside towards the inside.

37th What are you disabled?
to people properly can trust, I do not trust all the people once, until they have proven themselves.

38th What are you perfect?
Perfectly "be myself". I stay true to me, let me aufschwatzen no opinion and live my life.

39th Why the disability is easier than perfection?
Perfektion kostet viel Mühe und Kraft. Kein Mensch sollte danach streben perfekt zu sein, denn perfekt ist jeder für sich. Ich bin der Meinung dass jemand der seine Behinderungen akzeptiert, der perfekteste Mensch mit allen seinen Fehlern ist.

40. Was an der Natur würdest du ändern?
Ich würde den Winter warm machen, warmen Schnee der im Frühjahr automatisch weg gehen würde, das wäre doch mal was.

41. Welche Tierart ist überflüssig?
Mücken, sie sind zweifach nervig. Erst schwirren sie laut um einen herum und stehlen einen den Schlaf, anschließend entstehen schrecklich juckende Mückenstiche.

42. Frage- oder Ausrufezeichen?
Ausrufezeichen! Ja am besten gleich dreifach, um den Satz mehr Spannung beim Leben zu übermitteln!!!

43. Wirst du jemals berühmt sein? Wofür?
Vielleicht werde ich mal eine berühmte Autorin, wegen meiner Biografie oder ein bekanntes Fotomodel (wer‘s glaubt!).

44. Glaubst du an Gott?
Nein, ich wüsste ehrlich nicht warum. Wenn es ihn wirklich geben sollte, bekommt er eine Hiding from me that he has done me so much.

45th Do you see better naked than dressed?
No I do not think so. That although a nice butt and a good figure, but you can see my bones strong. Especially on the back, pelvis and ribs. clothes cover the good, so it is not so easy on that I am underweight.

46th How are your feet right now?
The one on the floor and the other to the music bounces up and down that I just heard on the radio.

47th And will you?
What am I going for? I want a lot, but it is usually possible yet. It opened with new ways of time and I will walk through the doors.

48th What would you abolish at once?
The fact that the politicians can even increase their diets, ugly apartment blocks, China firecrackers in the Czech Republic, crime and lies.

49th Which holiday would have to invent much?
The free Friday, but that would be something. It is not for nothing, "Friday"!

50th Would you find on an atlas, the Ivory Coast now?
Yes in western Africa.

51st What do you find really no laughing matter?
When beaten before eyes of a man and do not intervene it.

52nd Can you reach your nose with your tongue?
No, tried it grad: D

53rd Have you just tried it or did you know it, too?
See above xD but to be honest I did it that way, it would still try again.

54th Do you love your memories?
No, I would banish most of them just out of my life. For many of my memories that I have come from negative events. The positive has drained away, and unfortunately a little.

55th Have you ever found anything?
Yes myself and every day again.

56th What are you ashamed of still?
I was raped. I find it still quite difficult to talk about it even if it has become a much better position. Furthermore, I am ashamed that I'm so skinny, I dare not since September in a swimming pool, I am quite bony. And I've also been injured themselves, even before that I am ashamed to be honest most.

57th Where would you just rather be?
In my new apartment, finally away from the harsh neighborhood. I am looking forward so much to the moment where I will finally keep the key in my hand.

58th Make a fist. How does it feel?
cut my long fingernails into the skin pretty badly, it hurts a little.

59th Are you asleep or awake to prefer to prefer?
I prefer to sleep in to be honest. It closes off the day and boost your energy.

60th What is your favorite letter?
's what I've done I never thought we need such a thing?

61st What do you take your parents still ill?
That they have me trained in psychiatry. I believe so, a similar sentence I have ever been written on top.

62nd What would you rather not be left out?
Well I should have listened a lot more to me inside, but you learn from past mistakes.

63rd What question would you ask of you now? Answer them.
Why am I me to actually answer 66 questions? I think that many here and read my written by me better know and understand and learn.

64th What would you argue with you?
About my extreme stubborn. Is not it normal that one would not give in easily. I think that's why I would fight me endlessly with me.

65th The saddest place on earth?
The cemetery where my grandfather is in Reinhradtsgrimma and I dared not seen since the funeral, to go there.

66th Last question. What are they to do?
Why is it all just happened?

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A poem


Nun sitz ich da, allein und verlassen,
langsam beginne ich die Situation zu hassen.
Starre leer an meine Zimmerwand,
mit einem Stift in der rechten Hand.
Und wieder kreist er seine Runden,
auf dem Block den ich hab gefunden.
Meine Gedanken sind zerstreut,
zum einen bin ich sehr erfreut.
Zum andren jedoch lässt sich sagen,
diese Stille kann ich not endure.
Drum will I turn to read the poetry,
and read the text also NEN du
My thoughts to share I want
will stay the views it.
I just can not be silent when,
take I have no feelings into words.
Much can be described in a poem,
because it complies with our emotions.
For the words which you have chosen
are words which our story.
I want to touch you,
you away into my world.
pass something to you,
with you floating on a plane.
I have often and much to say
and write allows me to risk it.
to let my mind wander,
easy to write a few lines.
to umschmücken with fine words,
and everything to move into the light DIR.

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Tastes nothing

Somehow It is currently day in and day out the same thing with me. No matter what I eat, no matter how much effort I've given me the cook, somehow everything tastes the same for "nothing".

Today I asked myself why I actually stand up and still great cook, because it always comes for a result. I feel as if my taste buds are dead, as if you take drugs. I find that very sad because I do not even slow the momentum, something to eat regularly.

I would love to have my taste back, because it is still so much easier to clean than to have to force the food really. A hunger I honestly do not feel well, only a slight stomach rumbling.

But I eat because I must eat, because I want to grow, after all. There must be a way out of this loop come out right? Maybe I should just shock my taste with an overdose of Chile? Because that is apparently still the only thing I figured out the taste of food.

Can it therefore be the mental stress can be put on the taste buds? At that time my ex told me that the body in stressful situations, only the most important functions of the body maintains, such as heart rate, breathing and so on. And here is the function of stomach and intestinal limited.

But I have my opinion but no stress, on the contrary to me it is simply just too quiet in my life. I should enjoy it, but I habs also tired of the never ever be alone, alone to cook and eat alone.

I've recently noticed that when I cooked with a girlfriend, suddenly again that the appetite was really there and that the food tasted. I think somehow missing me just what in my life.

Well I'll just continue to be optimist, in the hope that all is well again.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

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until we're perfect with our mistakes.

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Sometimes I wish I

Sometimes I wish I
I were very close to you.
to lie in your arms,
enjoy your charm. See
in your eyes,
to rob you thought.
to caress you, to touch,
and verführn your mind.

Manchmal wünscht ich mir,
du stehst vor meiner Tür.
Dich auch sehnst nach meiner Nähe,
dich freust wenn ich dich wieder sehe.
Das du die Berührung misst,
und dich die Einsamkeit zerfrisst.
Und das du wünschst jede Nacht,
dass ich sie mit dir verbracht.

Manchmal wünscht ich mir,
es existiert nur ein wir.
Das ich dich hab für mich allein,
und auch ich werde deine sein.
Das wir zusammen den Tag durchstehn,
und in die selbe Richtung sehn.
Denn die Geschichte steht geschrieben,
dass wir uns werden lieben.

Ich wünsch mir von ganzem Herzen,
dass mein Herz aufhört mit schmerzen.
Denn du fehlst mir einfach jeden Tag,
weil ich dich doch so sehr mag.
Du bist ein Mensch der zu mir passt,
and not hate my truck.
I wished I could just tell it to you,
and carry that feeling out.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

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Hey I'm back;)

I've decided to write a book, because I believe that you can reach so many people with it. A friend of mine gave me for my birthday a book titled "Veronika Decides to Die". I have learned a lot from it and discovered some parallels to myself. Now I want to try myself even think to write down my knowledge and experience.

The book is about a young woman who has gone through many bad experiences in her life, loses his friends and takes a fresh start. Yes you've guessed correctly, that person I will be. A book which exactly reflects what I experienced, with lots of internal monologues, which have accompanied me all the time.

But more I will not betray that you will read it finally.

So until then.
Bye your Denise

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

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The worst characters are fake.

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Those of you that knows it not, are created in your city or town rumors about you that really are not true or only partially correspond to the truth. Well somehow it was already clear to me that I will not even spared some time from the gossip of the people.

Yesterday I spent the day with a friend who belonged to the people that once the contact stopped had. And that she had only done so because they knew the talk in the village.
Denise, she strongly suicidal, which was constantly being sought and not with their lives everything is clear.
very honest, with such a talk of people who can do practically friend managed to break because it confronts people with false facts, because people just too much fun to dramatize a situation.

Now I would like to believe all that I am a very bad case saying a toast:
should Long live them because they write from the anger of others, is gorgeous interesting story because it private things all other disclose to the public and a high on that, so they still attempted suicide would promote;)
I did yesterday still deliciously amused by the rumors. It was just too funny, so I had no choice but to pull it into the ridiculous.
At one day even was ambulance, police and firefighters have been there because of Denise. It must have been bad!
Well, if not all of which deal with the small Denise will have the same cost to even call the police and the fire department. This could even create a fire to kill himself: D

So maybe (hopefully) read the hier auch ein paar "Dorfdeppen" durch, damit sie auch einmal wissen was ich von ihnen denke. Schließlich haben sie doch den lieben langen Tag nichts zu tun, als ihrer "Sensationsgeilheit" nachzugehen und spannende Storys zu erfinden. Es ist schon erstaunlich, wieviele Menschen aufeinmal behaupten mich zu kennen, obwohl sie nie zu vor etwas mit mir zu tun hatten.&nbsp;&nbsp;

Alle die meinen Blog aufmerksam durchgelesen haben, müssten wissen was eher der Wahrheit entspricht. Vielleicht sollte ich mal einen Flyer mit meiner Blogadresse drucken lassen und diese dann überall im Dorf auslegen :D

Das heißt aber nicht, das alle scheiße tell, no one even wants to attack or insult. However, everyone has the chance to speak up and ask me what was really going on, rather than to read six or seven corners.

Gradually, I will break down in the blog every situation, when it becomes clear that I certainly not the driving wedge of the various situations was.

One should think twice before condemning a person based on facts and figures, because they can be faked;)