Normally I do not believe in horoscopes or similar Zufallskram thought out, but sometimes it really is jinxed. This morning I was again out of boredom on my "happy nut" in Facebook and it was written the following text:
Someone from you had not thought it will go back into your life.
Well, there were only two people who were there occurred to me right away. My two best friends, which is yes then the contact stopped when my situation escalated. I was sure would come to me that they no longer sehr sicher sogar. Ich lachte noch laut über diese Botschaft und löschte sie anschließend und dachte mir wiedermal wie sinnlos diese "Zufallsnuss" eigentlich ist.
Doch als ich mich heute gegen Abend im MeinVz eingeloggt hatte, kam die große Überraschung! Da hatte mir doch wirklich meine ehemalige beste Freundin geschrieben (für die ich übrigens das Gedicht " Wie eine Rose " verfasst habe). Noch nie zuvor war ich in meinem Leben so sprachlos und durcheinander auf einmal gewesen, die Tränen standen mir in den Augen.
Irgendwie fand ich es schön von ihr zu hören I'm probably not her but no matter how I thought it over and I'm also pretty sure that she has followed my blog. Yes, I think that many people who read me know my blog and I find beautiful!
I was invited by her to the Eislöwen game, like I would like to see, but the other friend would still be with it. And I'm pretty sure they will not see me, otherwise they would have not for nothing I have to leave the friendship.
promise But I probably will. I mean what I have to lose? Worse than the re-rupture of contacts may indeed or not? A little uncomfortable to me because, although already, because I do not really know how I should behave towards them, I've already bissl fear for that matter. Finally, we had no contact since September and I know nothing of which to be honest, I do not know what they think of me or expect. The skepticism is probably already normal, but still promise I will.
Maybe once I get the chance to explain the whole things, why all this happened, why I have so acted. I have a lot of my friends because I was afraid she had concealed myself would not understand. One can not expect me to I want everything from one day to forget that I quickly get rid of these terrible experiences. But to be honest, I am to them what happened is not accountable. Maybe they should themselves first and interested in my motives.
your views in the I understand yes and I have always known it before. Honestly I was not mad because that was too much, I was pissed because they gave me no chance to explain it then. I'll make it easy for me to come and see what happens.
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