Wording For Memory Candles

66 questions about me

first Would you find you prefer or lose?

It is here entirely on the situation on it and how to break down this question. I am happy to find myself every day over and over again. Get to know me again in different situations. I would actually lose only to the person I love, which is one of the nicest things you can do. But never verliere ich meine Person, meine Seele, das wird nicht passieren, denn ich bleibe mir treu, egal was noch passieren wird. 

2. Warum lügst du?
Ich bin ehrlich. Wenn ich lüge, möchte ich meistens nur vor doofen Fragen fliehen und mich schützen. Oder ich rede manche Dinge einfach nur schön, indem ich Wörter benutze die die Sache nicht ganz so dramatisch macht.

3. Was denkt dein Spiegelbild von dir?

Es sieht mein facettenreiches ich. Wie ich aussehe wenn ich morgens aufgestanden bin, wenn ich abends zu Bett gehe, wenn ich I cried and laughed. Nothing is hidden from my reflection. Finally, it reflects back exactly what I really am and not what I would like to be.

4th Self-talk?

So as a child I have done very often self-talk. Gladly, I got even talk to my cats when I felt lonely. Meanwhile, I did not keep talking to myself anymore, I see my thoughts through an internal monologue in mind or simply express my feelings on paper.

5th Secretly in love? Warum nicht?

Also jeder der mich kennt weiß genau das ich vor einer Weile ziemliche Gefühle zu jemanden entwickelt habe, doch dies habe ich nie geheim gehalten, warum denn auch? Obwohl ich ehrlich zugeben muss, das ich ihn noch nichts von meinen Gefühlen erzählt habe.

6. Wie würdest du dich dir selbst vorstellen?

Hallo Denise, darf ich dir vorstellen die Denise. Sie ist eine sehr optimistische Kämpferin die viele schlimme Dinge durchmachen musste, doch trotz allem nie aufgegeben hat. Du solltest sie dir als Vorbild nehmen, denn man sollte sich niemals selbst aufgeben.

7th When did you last written in a color other than black or blue?

Och Last week it was red with a fine liner, I dig colors.

8th Are there circumstances in which blue eye shadow is ok?

Who is it who can take it gladly. Russian women often wear blue eye shadow on very strong, I am to some extent also of Russian descent (my grandfather), but I refrain because I just love the natural look.

9th Describe your appearance to a blind man. Would you lie?

Why should I lie, I mean I have nothing to hide. My hair is long, wavy and red like a flame. And the eyes look like a green ocean. A small snub nose adorns my face and very big and I'm not.

10th Are you embarrassed your parents?

So when my mother down in front of my eyes makes good friends of mine, I think it's over already embarrassed because something does not make easy.

11th Favorite holiday?

Repentance and Prayer, because it is only this holiday in Saxony. And no, the us government will not take it away already, or we will protest.

12th Which wood smells the best?

firewood when it is in the oven and throw it slowly rises up in smoke, creating a cozy, warm atmosphere.

13th Three people you despise?

The psychologist from the hospital, the doctor can instruct me and the guy who raped me.

14th What traditions would you like to explain?

Hmm ... good question because I know I do not like it. I think everyone has their special tradition for themselves.

15th Who would you shoot?

The people that other people have also shot, I find it only fair. " What you do not want , that dir tu ', which do not do to others . "

16th What are you on?

about many things that happened in my past are. I have learned to cope with bad situations and it feels really nice. I cling no longer found in humans, because I know if I really meant something to them, then they come back one day to me.

17th Favorite word?

spinners or jerk

18th No question. What answer?

That's good, I like it to be not particularly perforated constantly by people, I want her to "read between the lines" I am a man. Everything can not ask you, many things have to feel and see.

19th How hot would you prefer?

have to be honest I never thought about it, and I also think my name really beautiful and I can not fault it.

20th The last Christmas song of your life?

Hey you, Santa, I know you get the point, because my desires are so small. Hey you, Santa Claus and is not a baby in there, then it can also ask a small pot-bellied, a little Hängebauchwoi be * sing *

21st Cut or tear open letters?

It depends on who they are. Official letters outline definitely work and letters cut with rather important forms.

22nd If you had a band, how hot would it be?

Red Zombie: D

23rd If you love someone?

I think so to love, yet so fast you can not even believe the set. Because feelings are with me right now is very unstable.

24th Ever chewed on pencils?

No, I looked as good as new. I was very tidy and I paid attention to my stuff that no damage occurs.

25th What did you wanted to your last birthday?

This is my grandpa please again to be alive, that wish will never come true, which I am aware.

26th Favorite curse word?

Holy shit!

27th What you should have a clue what prevents you from?

the male gender. Well it would be better already, but it seems to be impossible for a woman understood to be the psyche of a man.

28th What makes you tired?

bad air-conditioned rooms, long advertising loops, people speak very monotonous and alcohol.

29th Noon or midnight?

midnight, I feel so alive, so free. Looking into the sky and see the stars, is nothing more beautiful.

30th Slow or fast?

If one pushes me and I'm slowly on purpose to show that I do not let me rush. However, I am more of a busy man the stress needed as an incentive. Thread is simply invigorating, the faster the better.

31st Fish or meat?

meat! Since there is no question, because I hate fish. Yuck!

32nd Who do you miss most?

someone here whom I do not wish to be named, but I think if he reads this who knows he is meant. I also miss my grandfather and my cat who lives with my parents.

33rd What is that smell your breath?

food, garlic, chewing gum und Zahnpasta? Ist immer unterschiedlich kommt auf die Tageszeit drauf an und was ich gegessen habe natürlich auch.

34. Wenn du nicht du wärst, würdest du dich gerne kennen lernen?

Natürlich! Ein Mensch mit sehr viel Erfahrung, was schlimme Dinge angeht, ein Beispiel dafür, anderen zu helfen mit Problemen umzugehen. Ich glaube wenn ich so einen Menschen wie ich jetzt bin, früher kennengerlernt hätte, wären mir viele Sachen erspart geblieben.

35. Was wirst du nie verstehen können?

Warum mich meine Eltern damals in die Psychiatrie eingewiesen have.

36th Can you whistle?

Only when I suck the air from the outside towards the inside.

37th What are you disabled?

to people properly can trust, I do not trust all the people once, until they have proven themselves.

38th What are you perfect?

Perfectly "be myself". I stay true to me, let me aufschwatzen no opinion and live my life.

39th Why the disability is easier than perfection?

Perfektion kostet viel Mühe und Kraft. Kein Mensch sollte danach streben perfekt zu sein, denn perfekt ist jeder für sich. Ich bin der Meinung dass jemand der seine Behinderungen akzeptiert, der perfekteste Mensch mit allen seinen Fehlern ist.

40. Was an der Natur würdest du ändern?

Ich würde den Winter warm machen, warmen Schnee der im Frühjahr automatisch weg gehen würde, das wäre doch mal was.

41. Welche Tierart ist überflüssig?

Mücken, sie sind zweifach nervig. Erst schwirren sie laut um einen herum und stehlen einen den Schlaf, anschließend entstehen schrecklich juckende Mückenstiche.

42. Frage- oder Ausrufezeichen?

Ausrufezeichen! Ja am besten gleich dreifach, um den Satz mehr Spannung beim Leben zu übermitteln!!!

43. Wirst du jemals berühmt sein? Wofür?

Vielleicht werde ich mal eine berühmte Autorin, wegen meiner Biografie oder ein bekanntes Fotomodel (wer‘s glaubt!).

44. Glaubst du an Gott?

Nein, ich wüsste ehrlich nicht warum. Wenn es ihn wirklich geben sollte, bekommt er eine Hiding from me that he has done me so much.

45th Do you see better naked than dressed?

No I do not think so. That although a nice butt and a good figure, but you can see my bones strong. Especially on the back, pelvis and ribs. clothes cover the good, so it is not so easy on that I am underweight.

46th How are your feet right now?

The one on the floor and the other to the music bounces up and down that I just heard on the radio.

47th And will you?

What am I going for? I want a lot, but it is usually possible yet. It opened with new ways of time and I will walk through the doors.

48th What would you abolish at once?

The fact that the politicians can even increase their diets, ugly apartment blocks, China firecrackers in the Czech Republic, crime and lies.

49th Which holiday would have to invent much?

The free Friday, but that would be something. It is not for nothing, "Friday"!

50th Would you find on an atlas, the Ivory Coast now?

Yes in western Africa.

51st What do you find really no laughing matter?

When beaten before eyes of a man and do not intervene it.

52nd Can you reach your nose with your tongue?

No, tried it grad: D

53rd Have you just tried it or did you know it, too?

See above xD but to be honest I did it that way, it would still try again.

54th Do you love your memories?

No, I would banish most of them just out of my life. For many of my memories that I have come from negative events. The positive has drained away, and unfortunately a little.

55th Have you ever found anything?

Yes myself and every day again.

56th What are you ashamed of still?

I was raped. I find it still quite difficult to talk about it even if it has become a much better position. Furthermore, I am ashamed that I'm so skinny, I dare not since September in a swimming pool, I am quite bony. And I've also been injured themselves, even before that I am ashamed to be honest most.

57th Where would you just rather be?

In my new apartment, finally away from the harsh neighborhood. I am looking forward so much to the moment where I will finally keep the key in my hand.

58th Make a fist. How does it feel?

cut my long fingernails into the skin pretty badly, it hurts a little.

59th Are you asleep or awake to prefer to prefer?

I prefer to sleep in to be honest. It closes off the day and boost your energy.

60th What is your favorite letter?

's what I've done I never thought we need such a thing?

61st What do you take your parents still ill?

That they have me trained in psychiatry. I believe so, a similar sentence I have ever been written on top.

62nd What would you rather not be left out?

Well I should have listened a lot more to me inside, but you learn from past mistakes.

63rd What question would you ask of you now? Answer them.

Why am I me to actually answer 66 questions? I think that many here and read my written by me better know and understand and learn.

64th What would you argue with you?

About my extreme stubborn. Is not it normal that one would not give in easily. I think that's why I would fight me endlessly with me.

65th The saddest place on earth?

The cemetery where my grandfather is in Reinhradtsgrimma and I dared not seen since the funeral, to go there.

66th Last question. What are they to do?

Why is it all just happened?